It's here! The very first day of Grad School. I must say, I'm slightly nervous, slightly excited, and definitely asking what I got myself into! So far my transition and move has been a rollercoaster. So much has happened in the last week alone that I'm truly unsure of which way is left and which way is right. It will settle down and things will become normal again, but it's all chaotic at the moment. I'm establishing a new "normal."
I find that I learn new things about myself whenever I have a fresh start. I'm learning that I really lack confidence in a lot of situations. When I feel out of place or uncomfortable I tend to shut down rather than step up and be who I believe myself to be. I also tend to become super insecure when I have no reason to be insecure. I am a capable, friendly young woman and I can take care of myself. Lord, help me be confident in my abilities and become a woman of excellence! There is no reason to shy away or freak out or become stressed. It's all for YOU, God. Give me the strength to be who I am in You today.
I'm so excited! This is the beginning of something wonderful and amazing! No reason to be nervous at all. God is good and I will do my best to not be nervous, not be anxious, and be myself. No nervous laughter for me. : )
Here's to the first day!
