I need to blog. I think I've figured that out.
I just went from an environment where people surrounded me and where I was able to talk out my innermost thoughts and feelings to an environment where there are fewer people and fewer chances for me to really work through my life issues. That's a change. I find that I really need to say what's on my mind but instead I go off and do something mind-less so I don't have to continue to grow. Well, I hope blogging will help stop that.
Of course, part of putting your thoughts out there is getting feedback. Part of the whole reason we confess is because someone else hears our pain or understands what we are thinking. Or sometimes we just want to tell someone something. I know that hardly anyone reads this. But I think I need to tell myself that it's super popular and I'm widely read. Maybe that will motivate me to keep writing.
Well, anyways. I need to blog. It's what will help me grow, motivate me to change, and keep me from living that mediocre life that creeps up on those who have far too much freetime.
See ya around. :)
